That feeling you get when your mind is blown. Also replaces a bunch of other curse words so that he or she won't get in trouble with another person for saying this word thus getting you out of trouble and also keeping it real by describing how you feel
Dude1: Did you see that trick Dude2: THAT WAS #*$#ING BAJEEBAKNOCKERS MAN
Dude1: Dude I saw your girl cheating on you last night Dude2: BAJEEBAKNOCKERS
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.