This is used to describe an extreme
level of suffering and going through it, only you start out
living a good life but as you get older you only decline and are heading to
rock bottom.
Lisa " I cannot believe I used to drive a jaguar and have all the
money I wanted and more."
Kelley "but John told me he saw your bank account and you had
39,999 dollars just sitting in the bank?" What's up with this grief show?
Lisa " I promise you that I am just over losing
everything. I am definitely suffering backwards"
Kelley "...and back again" bless your heart.