The coincidences still…
A few times, through here and a messenger app, he told me I was the best… and now you are using it. We never exchanged music at 2 am though. So, you still are not him. I love music!!! I love to sing and dance in my vehicle. Sometimes do you ever want to get out of your vehicle and dance
on the side of the road? I have only done it a few times…
Switch my thinking… Being sad isn’t going to bring the
definitions back or bring me his love.
I can’t control what he does or what he feels or doesn’t feel. I control only this
crazy ass mind… I would like to say I can control my heart, but I can’t. It is all his… whether he wants it or not.
I could delete
everything too…
That is not going to delete
my love for him…
I love our story… I guess it is my story actually.
And I choose how this story goes…
I can be sad and
miserable or…
Be thankful I love someone more than anything…
Sorry, I am making this all about me. I promise I am not self centered… the exact opposite actually.