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Closeted male gay partner.

It's the expression that you use to secretly name your husband/boyfriend when you both are forcefully closeted and you have to pretend to have a female girlfriend.
On the Miss You promo, Louis discreetly explained that the song was about the feeling of missing his husband Harry:

" was always in the back of my mind that what I really missed was the girl that I loved."
by Obviously Genuinely November 29, 2017
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