Otherwise known as the anti-ouroboros. It is a state of mind held by those unwilling to accept reality since reality is a time soup, an ouroboros, a snake eating its own ass.
Many have likened soroboruan behaviour to that of the infamous ‘snake’ in the classic snake game on mobile. The snake would rather end the game, end the fun and die than accept the fact that it has eaten its own tail. It would rather die than accept reality (as additional trivia, one reason in which the snake game was discontinued was due to the encouragement of potentially dangerous soroboruan behaviour it encouraged in its players).
Bob: No, I won’t take it anymore. I reject reality. That’s it. Me and reality are out.
Phil: Welcome to world of soroboruo, my friend.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.
when you're holding up your phone and making faces at it, as though you are taking a selfie, but you're really taking a picture of the person across from you or the wall or anything else that seems interesting but you don't want to be caught dead taking a picture of.
This action is often made more convincing by wiggling the eyebrows or opening the mouth, to pretend you're trying to get a Snapchat filter to work.