A Girl born with the heart and spirit of a survivor. Beautiful and secretly hated by both women and men. Loved dearly but rejected and made to be a burden. Cares deeply but is betrayed ridiculed and laughed at by family and friends. Abandoned and neglected but still tries to win the acceptance and love by those she cares for. Only valued for her use and offspring Sideania is never truly wanted or truly lives by anyone. Destined to be with men who take her children, make her spectacle of mockery and enjoy making her to be lower than a human being...sideania is not even in the same category as a dog being a mother. Even a dog knows how to take care of its pups. Sideania will always be traded in and forgotten. Sideania has a bad karmic energy that was replaced with her good karma stolen at birth. Sideania is alone. Searching for a place in a world where no one wants her except for what she can do or give or image she may feed. Sideania works hard but can never be anything other than the burden she born to be. Father forgot about her. Ashamed of her damaged and worthless persona. Mother blamed and verbally cursed her for ever coming out of her pussy. Jealousy and a need to overlook her still shadows her. Red headed and thin never being anyone's real choice or option. Sideania is alone and sad. Sideania loves her babies but they are taught to be embarrassed and ashamed of her. Sideania is broke and can never be loved.
by Sideania July 16, 2017
by Zombie coming at you live September 8, 2019