Postscriptum:
crazily but not happily. sometimes elevates me and i get a deepest happiness and
everything seems to flow. but i can read Jesus or Nina Simone for that, don't need to follow no blog or podcast.
sad thing: only ever just the "potential" of love, never direct,
not to mention welcome, seen, asked, called, heard, hugged. just a
chocolate box saved for later.