Your inner nastiness, particularly, the naughty part of your psyche you cover up with a facade of normalcy. The term was created by the 90's bandJack Off Jill.
'We are all candy-coated on the outside, but peel away the skin, and we're rotten on the inside... Everyone needs a taste of lollirot...'
Fogey/fogy /fougi/ sl. (early 18C+, orig. Scot) old-fashioned, stuck-in-the mud.
Person with old fashioned ideas which he is unwilling to change: Come to the disco and stop being such an old fogey!
You think me an old fogeyand an old tory, his thoughtful voice said. I saw three generations since O’Connel’s time. I remember the famine. Do you know that the orange lodges agitated for repeal of the union twenty years before O’Connel did or before the prelates of your communion denounced him as a demagogue? You fenians forget some things. (James Joyce, Ulysses. Penguin Books,1992. p. 38)