fantasmasize 

looking for something that doesn't exist but the longing for it never stops.

"Modern love only late at night, fantasmasize no where insight."

fantasmasize by Gambino6 March 12, 2021

Fatastasize 

(fu-tass-ta-size); the spreading or growing of fat cells in the body caused by the onset of too much food being eaten; the growing of fat cells in the body after eating too much; the process of food becoming fat cells in your body;

Now that I ate the whole pie, I need to lay down and let it fatastasize in me" or "I ate so much that all I can do now is lay here and fatastasize.

Fatastasize by Word Johnson June 29, 2011