And the angel of the lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber. And took me on high, and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought me into a vast farmlands of our own Midwest. And as we descended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil. One thousand, nay a million voices full of fear. And terror possessed me then
And I begged, "Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams?"
And the angel said unto me, "These are the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots! You see, Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust."
-from disgustipated
Disgustipated was coined by E.C. Segar in his syndicated comic strip Popeye. Earliest use 1938, when Popeye uses the term to address his lyin-cheating-weasel-scam-artist father, Poopdeck Pappy. It's an amplification of the term "disgusted" - to the point of mashing up with "constipated" and possibly "exasperated."
"I yam disgustipated wit' ya!" - Popeye to his father, after discovering Pappy was selling water to stranded Death Valley travelers for $5,000 a glass.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.