When you where originally sent there to assassinat a person with a spiked drink, but you end up putting your dick in their mouth very roughly. causing them to choke to death
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.