a wise old healer, with an inner Catragon, a type of Mythical beast. She knows what is best, and is extreamly protective. She has an innner scar, and knows pain, so always be respectful.
The mist parted, and an old woman shimmered into being.
"w...who are you?" I breathed.
"I am Catrinka, healer and Mystic. Remember to give the Eye Of Sarkrog to Odein Thoraan, my child." she said,her voice like willow trees swaying in the breeze, then she was gone.
"WAIT!" I cried. "What do you mean?" What do I ne--AHHH!" I screamed as a sharp pain filled my head. Then the world went black, and I saw no more. . .
Fogey/fogy /fougi/ sl. (early 18C+, orig. Scot) old-fashioned, stuck-in-the mud.
Person with old fashioned ideas which he is unwilling to change: Come to the disco and stop being such an old fogey!
You think me an old fogeyand an old tory, his thoughtful voice said. I saw three generations since O’Connel’s time. I remember the famine. Do you know that the orange lodges agitated for repeal of the union twenty years before O’Connel did or before the prelates of your communion denounced him as a demagogue? You fenians forget some things. (James Joyce, Ulysses. Penguin Books,1992. p. 38)
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.