One who experiences the urge, or desire to use a pacifier, or "binky", MAMj, Nuk, etc...) throughout one's day/ night. Not neccessarily an addiction, this urge may or may not be linked to pacifier-depencdancy. Sckiing on a ring-pop may help as a substitute in public venues.
"As a binkaholic adult, I am addicted to my Nuk5 pacifier. I choose only take it out when I am at work."
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.