Misameptation 

The emotion brought on when realizing that your immediate environment is hateful of minorities, specifically against your minority group(s), if you may be a part of any. Induces a pit-in-the-heart feeling, as well as perhaps sorrow, anger, defeat, etc.

"The realization that the city was willing to censor anything Jewish brought on a strong feeling of Misameptation."

Misameptation by GameCenter101 May 2, 2022