A word commonly used of people like eminem, or any fellow good clean american rapper who doesnt share the african skin color as the other hoodlums. People who are good on the mike, as well as skin as da white.
When you fail at something in life (eg. failing an exam or not getting a job), go home and spend an hour just standing in the shower, propping yourself up against the wall with your eyes on your feet.
Caleb knew the only thing to do after he didnt get prefect was take a failureshower.