Isidkwts stands for "I'm sorry, I don't know what to say" similar to a "When" and "wendy" you can drop this into any conversation when it starts to getawkward
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.