Dissarcasm 

When everything from the tone of your voice to the look in your eyes indicate that you are being sarcastic, but you are in reality being genuine, either because you are embarrassed of the truth and hate the fact that its true so you pass it off as sarcasm, or because you're trying to express some kind of internal agony and angst but you know its pathetic and no one will be trying to comfort you or anything, so you mask it with a layer of sarcasm.

My friend noticed that my all of my smiles were really strained the other day, he asked me "what's up with you?"

I answered, with a painful amount of dissarcasm, "haha, you know, I've turned into a pathetic emo who wants to bawl their eyes out and slit their wrist every moment of the day- 'i'M hUrtinG inSidE' "

My friend laughed, 'dude, what's gotten into you?'

Dissarcasm by Aethie June 19, 2022