Its when a gay space cowboy inserts his dick into another man(or female with strap on into female). Preferably the buttsex is done in space or a space setting ( rockets painted on walls with semen). Lasers are involved as well shooting every as cum squirts in your anal.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.