To live alone because you don't want to hurt anyone more. You've been hurting people so much and you realize your mistakes and realize you need to distance yourself from people, even if it means no relationships with the opposite sex.
After College, i'm leaving America and never coming back. In France, i'll live in solitude. I won't be all "DEATH TO AMERICA" but I'll be all "*snickers*, that's their problem."
The act of forcing oneself to be alone by socialy distancing oneself from the abnormal or stately crowd, which (in all political correcteness) one may or may not indistinctly be abnormally humeur or intelligence, or that the person seeking afore mentioned substance of loner is, in fact, socially retarted.
Example: I am socially retarted and ugly as a donkeys ase,
Respons: Then, perhaps, one should recieve and find solitude.