I have to
stop watching the cat. Going with the idea the cat got into catnip.
I am trying to figure out what you are thinking? What you are feeling? What you are scared of? Do you still want soon?
I can answer the above for me…
I am thinking I love you and want to be with you. Instead of my mind trying to figure what is going through your mind, I could look you in the eyes and know in a second.
I am feeling nervous and scared that you
don’t want soon. I am feeling so much love for you and I can’t show you.
I am scared I will never be in your arms. I am scared we will
never experience this love in person. I am scared you
don’t want soon. I am scared I will
never get numbers back. I am scared you won’t
post. I am scared I will never be complete.