It's a feeling you can never understand until you experience it. It is a constant pain and discomfort that you struggle with all day. It is a sickness in your stomach and a knot in your throat. It is when eating becomes a battle to swallow and falling asleep becomes inconceivable. It is unrequited love. It is the loss of someone you love. It feels like you lost apart of who you are. You fight with yourself, trying to convince yourself you are fine. It's a constant swing in your emotions. Some moment are better than others. Sometimes you think it is almost over, but then, just as suddenly you are overwhelmed with a paralyzing pain that forces you stop and rest for a moment. You are always thinking about the other person. Imagining how happy they are, while you are barely hanging on. You think about how they have forgotten about you... How could it have been so easy for them. How could they have said they cared about you, but moved on you so effortlessly. You wonder, "how could you do this... How could you say you care about me and be so careless with your words and actions?" Soon these thoughts turn to anger. Anger that you use to get you through the day. Anger is what blocks out the saddness. Hate is the only escape from the saddness you are overwhelmed by. Unfortunately, the hate is only temporary. When it eats away at you until there is nothing left, you are back to where you started. Thinking about them, and how alone you are. Now you are left to cry, either on the inside or out, and making promises to yourself that you will never let this happen again.
She was reckless with her words... Part of you thinks she said was she said, and did what she did, because she loved what you gave her. She did what she had to do to make sure you kept giving her love... even if that ment building you up and leaving you heart broken.
by James January 24, 2007
Get the heart brokenmug. The home town of crazed nobody adam. The only one who thinks palace are a proper team of footballers.
Adam "Do u want to come to swanley?"
Other "No i will get mugged and might think palace are slightly good2
Other "No i will get mugged and might think palace are slightly good2
by James December 14, 2004
Get the Swanley massivemug. James first girlfriend... he seems to find her very attractive, sweet, cute, and all he wants.
She did not want james after a week and she has had problems in the past... but shes the utmost greatest person and everyone should be jealous of her spelling powers.
She did not want james after a week and she has had problems in the past... but shes the utmost greatest person and everyone should be jealous of her spelling powers.
by James February 09, 2005
Get the kirste harrisonmug. by james April 14, 2003
Get the blehmug. An awesome chick from Australia known as Be Anchor and Bee/B.
She also knows of teh round one aka as Linda Kendall and fat shit. :)
She also knows of teh round one aka as Linda Kendall and fat shit. :)
by James July 06, 2004
Get the Niggggermug. Sexual act, very classy. Involves sliding the penis between the breasts into the woman's mouth. Requires both parties to be truly elite.
by James March 28, 2004
Get the spinning cosmonautmug. 