When you're overly excited or confused and don't know what to say or how to react so you just say "jsjsjs" to make it not awkward and it still ends up being very awkward.
Jak: You're dog is cute!
Alice: Oh jsjsjs thanks um haha
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.