Ilybikydlmbaihmboi, is an acronym for: I love you but I know you don't love me back and I hate my body over it.
When a girl is texting a boy that she has unrequited feelings for but she wants to be complicated asf she'll send, ilybikydlmbaihmboi to express her feelings yet confuse the shit outta him.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.