(1) A state of
rationality wherein you most likely feel you want to mass massacre, but out of your own fault and so conscience turns your trigger at yourself.
(2) Having to commit suicide beyond your consciousness caused by a shift in
personality. Common among totally crazed, mentally-disabled schzinopher-whatever-ic -> sickness regarding split
personality.
1 - She caused a chaos that brought racial feud between local chinese tenants and
the brits in town... She thought of killing
everyone around her, but her guilt made her shot herself
2 -
The coffin you just crashed into belongs to my mentally-impaired ex who died from genosuicidal issues -- her other self killed her :(