Fook is a variation of fuck. British people prononces fuck as fook. Fookin hell came from fucking hell. It is to show frustration or sometimes to laugh at something ridiculous.
Fookin hell he has a dick on his head.
Fookin hell how did i fail my test?
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.