being excited about something but also about it at the same time, such as when you are about to reach the end of a large journey, and are excited for the achievement but sad that it will be over.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.