Dio merda is a particular Italian expression, used when a man's anger reaches an unbelievable level.
Ho bisogno di un aiuto, Dio merda!
Sara hai rotto il cazzo dio merda!
What are you talking about? Dio merda is the only word you can say?
Dio merda, dio merda, dio merda, Palissandro mi ha bocciato!
Daniele guardami negli occhi, dio merda, stai studiando? Tra una settimana hai l'esame porco dio.
It's a very used Italian expression which means god is a shit. For example “che male dio merda/What a pain! God shit“ or “mi si è rotto il telefono dio merda/My phone just broke!God shit”
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.