when "the man" turns something that was originaly ethnic (which is basicly everything) into something completely "cracker"or white another definition is when an ethnic person "sells out" or becomes white
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.