It’s a gang simbol and also head of the gang called Red Month. Red is the Mongolian biggest gang in the west coast. They are so savage that police can’t even deal with them.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.