To tire of..., To be weary of..., but yet, keep plodding on, doing what it is that causes the weariness. This catchphrase actually come from the "Sienfeld" sitcom.
However, it is easily applied to the state of mind of an Urban
Dictionary Editor who has
tired of, and grown weary of having to constantly
push the, "Do Not Publish" button while at his/her station and thereby curtail and do away with someone's dream of being published!