In
June of 2018, well known streamer, Destiny or Steven Bonnell, ii would consume 10.5 grams of psilocybin, a psychedelic mushroom with a goal of experiencing what is known as "ego death" for the first
time with a professional trip sitter, his
friend Reckful, and Reckful's
ex,
Becca. The event took place at Reckful's apartment on his couch. Because of the extremely large dose of psilocybin Destiny took the
trip was much more powerful than he ever could imagine, He ended up surpassing what is known as "ego death" and started to feel like he was a part of Reckful rather than his own self. Along with this, his perception of
time slowed down and he described it as "being trapped on Reckful's couch for thousands of years". In the footage that was recorded of his
trip, Destiny would ask a questions and than ask the same question seconds later, but after Destiny watched the footage he said that in between those questions, it had felt like years of
time had passed on Reckful's couch. Later on in the
trip he asked if he could go to the bathroom and Reckful helped him up and to the bathroom, Destiny was nervous to look in the mirror as he felt maybe he would actually see Reckful rather than himself in the mirror which was terrifying to Destiny, but after looking in the mirror he was relieved that it was himself in the reflection. Destiny's goal going into the
trip was not to have a good, or fun
trip, it was to have a new experience that would change the way he thought about life.
