Ratboy4353
I used to love
rat with a passion
Ratboy4353
I miss those nights of
vibe and music
I miss those moment to where He made me smile and blush
I
hate how
rat made me have feelings
Feelings I couldn't really understand
I
hate how
rat made me feel
like I had to protect him
I
hate that he loved me
Now all is left is tears of bitter and sadness
I feel
like my whole world had turned to hell ratboy4353
I'm only left with myself in this world now, alone I'm so sorry
Abandonedment was best
I can't help me i
I could never be whom ever wanted
And now as I sit in my room the nights past
My heart aches
I'm hurt
Ratboy4353 I feel
like crying
Ratboy4353 is now
Someone I used to know
I used to thought
rat was the best
Rat was inspiring but now
All is left
Is the sad sad bitterness and grunge I have against the past
My anger won't ever stop me from wondering about ratboy4353
I fell into a deep dark whole, and now I can't escape
I've tried but I'm forcing myself not to because
I know it's Always gonna come back to me
The truth, honesty
It's too far for my reach
And the secrets have been hidden for only me to find out and witch I have had
rat
Theirs always a guy feeling ratboy4353
It draws me towards a world of hell and jealousy
Why can't I be the one?
What's wrong with me
Nevermind...
It doesn't matter anymore
That tiz the past
And here I am now
Sitting in my lonely dark room
Crying to the music we use to fall asleep together to
