Used in a game of Deadlock to refer to when players go full ape-mode and refuse to use guns and instead fight with their fists. Often accompanied by many missed parries and awkward punches.
Why use my gun when I can just be punching and burgerboxing my opponent?
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.