Balakarpagam, it's two words, 'bala' meaning sweet, youthful and fun and 'karpagam' meaning loyal and beautiful... This kind of person is usually a veteran overthinker, who doesn't usually talk about their pain. This person loves you like there's no tomorrow!
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.