She was the female Jim Jones (a seemingly outgoing, charismatic, even fun/exciting
person to some despite her true introverted nature) , she liked dead things and Jesus, at least she talked about those subjects frequently enough that people would think she did. It was most likely a means to an end, a way to manipulate the masses (the same reason she really liked winning at any kind of game from electronic to
sports to board games, it made her feel powerful and where
sports was concerned, there were dollar signs in it. She wasn't telling anyone none of this
stuff was actually sacred to her, in
case some questioned her she could fall back on looking sane and normal, just a bit of an eccentric with an obsession or two that most people didn't notice.