Abbreviation; "hating out loud"; the antithesis of "
laughing out loud"; to retell an especially painful memory or other story with the intention of causing further
emotional damage to onself; to speak hatefully or hostilely with the intent of mentally or emotionally destroying onself or others; to say aloud negative opinions that would normally be kept to oneself; HOL is commonly followed by a fit of DSB
Origin: Chicago; after a night of drunken unremembered texts one containing HOL was found, unsure of its intended meaning due to blackout it was given above mentioned definition
"I don't feel nearly bad enough about what happened this morning. I better start HOL. So I just caught my
girlfriend sleeping with another guy... actually make that two guys... at the same time... she was being
fingercuffed... another guy was taping... I'd been with her for two years... she told me she was a virgin... ahhh Life."