Slepdep represents the phrase, "sleep deprivation." Sleep deprivation is a physiological state in which the body is denied of the sleep that it requires to perform optimally in everyday life. Slepdep is two syllables, the first pronounced like the word slept (but without the "t"), and the second syllable pronounced like the last name of the actor, Johnny Depp.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.