Resentful and bitter envy over rival brainy buxom blondes (most notably the Friendship's envy over Big Brother's Buxom Blonde Janelle).
Ivette's extreme janellousy over JediJanie's brains, beauty and continued success caused her to rant for hours on end and throw tantrums like a spoiled child.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.