The emotional state of satisfaction one hopes to attain by acquiring newer and fancier things (such as clothing), instead of being content with a dry piece of bread.
"I realized that I had spent an unreasonable amount of money on clothing, and that was a wake up call ... I was unhappy and unsuccessful in many aspects. I had failed to save my money and I had actually become less hayyp because of it."
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.
when you're holding up your phone and making faces at it, as though you are taking a selfie, but you're really taking a picture of the person across from you or the wall or anything else that seems interesting but you don't want to be caught dead taking a picture of.
This action is often made more convincing by wiggling the eyebrows or opening the mouth, to pretend you're trying to get a Snapchat filter to work.