This is the case of the cat getting blacker and blacker. The nuclear powers are stockpiling nuclear warheads despite a worldwide outcry against nuclear proliferation.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.