Elianaphobia is a phobia where you’re scared to become eliana. The symptoms that you’re becoming her is, going to kfc as a snack, eating the whole corner shop, being kawaii, saying “yes mummy” in the highest pitch. Luckily, elianaphobia isn’t common. But be careful.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.