You are a wayward. You are lost, but you are also searching for yourself. You can't control your behavior. You wander around searching for
something, but you can't quite find what it is. You could spend years or even a lifetime searching for this thing, but you being a wayward must keep wandering. As a wayward, you will never be able to
sit still, you have to keep moving, but
don't let that stop you. One
day you'll pass on your wandering spirit onto the next, and you'll finally find what you've been searching for all along.