Srayashi literally means the one who holds the 1st position among the girls. She is forward and doesn't back down from a fight. Good secret keepers and excellent friends, Yet she doesn't easily forget who wrong her or her close ones. Tend to be part center of social circles and often lead them.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.