Japanese erotic bondage. Kinbaku means to bind tightly. In the vernacular it refers to the Japanese style of bondage called Nawa Shibari. Shibari means to tie and nawa means rope. Combined they mean rope bondage.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.