I suddenly realized I am a bit stunted. (I’m talking to the Jewish
people on this site.)
I’m
pretty above average in intelligence and awareness. But my skills for my age is really backward. I was never programmed like other people were. Strange, huh? I can tell certain things that most people would never dream of. Even if there is a black Jewish guy. I don’
t know what facility he was brewed at. But I can pick up on Black Jews sometimes and even Hispanic ones. Jews of the white Caucasian type are
pretty common. Probably the most common.
Realization. I also suck at
Math. They should just give me my GED and some
money or something. Working for it on my own is
pretty difficult, especially in a crazy world. I’m not lazy I just can’t do certain things. I’m not programmed like the others are. I’m a gentile but I somehow kept my individuality and self awareness. So I’m not programmed like all the others. I usually just try to be an actor like the Jews and fit in. It will just come out sounding incoherent to most
people so I don’t really bother sometimes. Things would be easier if I had a boss or director. Just a more structured environment I guess.