A type of sexual desire so intense that it sparks unspeakable thoughts, though not necessarily of murder; hyperbole to express strong desire.
I masturbate for the third time today, trying to quench this homicidal arousal I have for the married man that works obliviously in the cubicle next to me.
The act of, while alone on a dark and stormy night, sitting on both hands until they go numb. After numbness has reached its peak, remove hands from underneath the buttox, and place one on your erect penis, performing masturbation while the other is placed on your throat, attempting to block your air passage. This simulates a stranger attemptig to pleasure and harm you at the same time, sending many mixed signals.