Tindali

From who I was, to who I am,
I'm proud I've grown from where I began.
All that I tried, all that I lost,
I don't regret the hidden cost.
I'll hide away, repair and grow,
I wonder what path I'll choose to go.
I am strong, I am kind,
In every quest I seem to find.
Always late, but always there,
It's just the way I show my care.
That first hug, and stolen kiss,
I wish it didn't end like this.
A warrior, a hero too,
I will accomplish what I need to do.

You can't change who people are, without destroying who they were. In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It shows how even the smallest events can have a significant impact.
Tindali is a butterfly in the family Lycaenidae. Although described as a lot darker, it's rather similar to philander.
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Sunset Myth

I was never looking for a fairytale, just to feel a little less alone.

You have robbed me of all heart and mind and I love you sweet bandit of my soul.
I am no Judy, I am done with pie.
Will our garden be wonderphil, or will it be full of lost dreams and tea?

I do forgive you, but I demand more from life. It's your call: Friend or Wife?
If this was just a sunset myth, the cost of enduring cruelty was worth the taste of my eternal flame.
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ISTNY

Cuddles
Comfort
Freedom
One-piece
Projects
Articles
Sharing
Cuddles
Lighting
Lunch
Theory
Discussion
Imagining
Different
Cuddles
Interpretations
Learning
Watching
Nibbling
Helping
Adventuring
Admiring
Cooking
Cuddles
Until we meet again, ISTNY
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Acting the role of the fool

If a picture can tell a thousand words, but actions speak louder than words, your boombox has the traits of a compulsive liar.

I should thank you for the life lesson. When you're unsure of what someone is truly feeling, let them do what they want to do and they will show you what they want to do. You said you wanted what I wanted, but you didn't do what you said you would.
You kept showing me who you are and what you want, when am I going to stop acting the role of the fool and believe you.
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I'll tell them I never wanted it.
I'll tell them who you are to me.
I'll tell them that I'm safe with you.
I'll tell them...

"That man is my husband, the one person that has always been there for me, the one person that has always kept me safe, the one person who has always helped me through everything... Is the one person I can't talk to. The person I need I'm not allowed to see..."
I'm sorry, we have a duty of care, our primary roll is to make sure you're safe, the severity of these allegations-
"Have you ever done ICE?"
No...
"Well then with all due respect, how can you be the judge on someone's character when you've never experienced what it's like on that day, that mindset-"
I may never have personally experienced it but I have seen, quite closely, the effects of the substance and am very aware of it's effects. I know this is disappointing to hear, but we can't just wave a magic wand and make it all disappear, even if you retract your statement the allegations and severity of the case is so extreme and we have a duty of care to you.
I'm sorry, I can hear that I've made you quite upset.
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Journeyman's Wife

Are you somewhere close to me
Are you somewhere I can't see

Every sound I look to see
Hope today is maybe

Can you see how this hurts me
How I long for your arms around me

How I wish for you and me
I miss you terribly

Can I join you on your journey
Will you treat me better than Judy

You made me happy
I look for clues you may leave

Will you fight for me
Or did I finally set you free

Please just say sorry
Forever yours, faithfully
I'm proud to be a journeyman's wife, at least crazy is never boring.
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Love

Love is
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same

Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.

A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.

To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
Love is, as Love always was, waiting patiently for me...
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