Ghost moth
I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.
I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.
The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.
I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.
I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.
The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 04, 2023
FUCK YOU
for your unspoken words that night
FUCK YOU
for putting us in this position
FUCK YOU
for not giving me respect
FUCK YOU
for not loving me enough to fight
FUCK YOU
for making me another statistic
FUCK YOU
For rejecting our vows
If you see this, I still love you
for your unspoken words that night
FUCK YOU
for putting us in this position
FUCK YOU
for not giving me respect
FUCK YOU
for not loving me enough to fight
FUCK YOU
for making me another statistic
FUCK YOU
For rejecting our vows
If you see this, I still love you
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 04, 2023
Such a fickle thing.
"We are bound by a duty of care."
That an institution is allowed to have such an overpowering jurisdiction on the life events of an individual. An institution that will not follow up on the well being of general civilians, of children unencumbered by the proceedings of the system, or of those acting audaciously outside of their normal behaviours.
"We are bound by a duty of care."
That an institution is allowed to have such an overpowering jurisdiction on the life events of an individual. An institution that will not follow up on the well being of general civilians, of children unencumbered by the proceedings of the system, or of those acting audaciously outside of their normal behaviours.
An institution claims to act on their "Duty of Care" only when it serves them to do so, only when it aids their motive.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023
Are you somewhere close to me
Are you somewhere I can't see
Every sound I look to see
Hope today is maybe
Can you see how this hurts me
How I long for your arms around me
How I wish for you and me
I miss you terribly
Can I join you on your journey
Will you treat me better than Judy
You made me happy
I look for clues you may leave
Will you fight for me
Or did I finally set you free
Please just say sorry
Forever yours, faithfully
Are you somewhere I can't see
Every sound I look to see
Hope today is maybe
Can you see how this hurts me
How I long for your arms around me
How I wish for you and me
I miss you terribly
Can I join you on your journey
Will you treat me better than Judy
You made me happy
I look for clues you may leave
Will you fight for me
Or did I finally set you free
Please just say sorry
Forever yours, faithfully
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 04, 2023
When you're in love, true love, and you're not near your Love it hits different. You try your best to keep an eye on them, you do your best to keep them safe, but you can't control your Love only they can. So when they do something that could get them in trouble you fight like a warrior to bring hell on earth to save them, to protect them. You could walk 500 miles, and sometimes even 500 more because when it's true love, you can't really rest anyway until you know your Love is safe.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 08, 2023
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 04, 2023
Love is
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same
Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.
A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.
To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same
Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.
A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.
To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 12, 2023