S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P.'s definitions
The one-day's, the maybe's, the I-hope's, the imaginary-future-game's, the can't-wait's, and the we-should's.
The Ghost of life itself wondering up and down your hallway humming a sweet sad song, reminding you of the opaque alternative you refused to nurture and cherish.
It's the words of comfort from others that unknowingly stab at your sense of solitude. It's the progression of comfort you provide yourself to reject pity. It's convincing yourself you're better off to avoid the pain of accepting your misdemeanors.
P1: there's plenty of fish in the sea, you've just gotta get back out there
P2: I'm better off alone, I have freedom, I can do whatever I want, and I have so much more time and money now.
P1: you'll change your mind, someone else will come when you least expect it and sweep you off your feet.
The Ghost of life itself wondering up and down your hallway humming a sweet sad song, reminding you of the opaque alternative you refused to nurture and cherish.
It's the words of comfort from others that unknowingly stab at your sense of solitude. It's the progression of comfort you provide yourself to reject pity. It's convincing yourself you're better off to avoid the pain of accepting your misdemeanors.
P1: there's plenty of fish in the sea, you've just gotta get back out there
P2: I'm better off alone, I have freedom, I can do whatever I want, and I have so much more time and money now.
P1: you'll change your mind, someone else will come when you least expect it and sweep you off your feet.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Get the Lost dreams and teamug. Love is
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same
Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.
A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.
To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same
Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.
A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.
To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 12, 2023
Get the Lovemug. Are you somewhere close to me
Are you somewhere I can't see
Every sound I look to see
Hope today is maybe
Can you see how this hurts me
How I long for your arms around me
How I wish for you and me
I miss you terribly
Can I join you on your journey
Will you treat me better than Judy
You made me happy
I look for clues you may leave
Will you fight for me
Or did I finally set you free
Please just say sorry
Forever yours, faithfully
Are you somewhere I can't see
Every sound I look to see
Hope today is maybe
Can you see how this hurts me
How I long for your arms around me
How I wish for you and me
I miss you terribly
Can I join you on your journey
Will you treat me better than Judy
You made me happy
I look for clues you may leave
Will you fight for me
Or did I finally set you free
Please just say sorry
Forever yours, faithfully
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Get the Journeyman's Wifemug. Ghost moth
I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.
I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.
The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.
I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.
I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.
The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Get the O.tindaleimug. I was never looking for a fairytale, just to feel a little less alone.
You have robbed me of all heart and mind and I love you sweet bandit of my soul.
I am no Judy, I am done with pie.
Will our garden be wonderphil, or will it be full of lost dreams and tea?
I do forgive you, but I demand more from life. It's your call: Friend or Wife?
You have robbed me of all heart and mind and I love you sweet bandit of my soul.
I am no Judy, I am done with pie.
Will our garden be wonderphil, or will it be full of lost dreams and tea?
I do forgive you, but I demand more from life. It's your call: Friend or Wife?
If this was just a sunset myth, the cost of enduring cruelty was worth the taste of my eternal flame.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Get the Sunset Mythmug. From who I was, to who I am,
I'm proud I've grown from where I began.
All that I tried, all that I lost,
I don't regret the hidden cost.
I'll hide away, repair and grow,
I wonder what path I'll choose to go.
I am strong, I am kind,
In every quest I seem to find.
Always late, but always there,
It's just the way I show my care.
That first hug, and stolen kiss,
I wish it didn't end like this.
A warrior, a hero too,
I will accomplish what I need to do.
You can't change who people are, without destroying who they were. In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It shows how even the smallest events can have a significant impact.
I'm proud I've grown from where I began.
All that I tried, all that I lost,
I don't regret the hidden cost.
I'll hide away, repair and grow,
I wonder what path I'll choose to go.
I am strong, I am kind,
In every quest I seem to find.
Always late, but always there,
It's just the way I show my care.
That first hug, and stolen kiss,
I wish it didn't end like this.
A warrior, a hero too,
I will accomplish what I need to do.
You can't change who people are, without destroying who they were. In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It shows how even the smallest events can have a significant impact.
Tindali is a butterfly in the family Lycaenidae. Although described as a lot darker, it's rather similar to philander.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Get the Tindalimug. Pursuit towards the mural happiness of our kindred souls.
Illimitable possibilities as companions towards our journeys of discovery's.
Never-ending promise to cherish and love you for all that you are and will be.
Ohana with you forever, oh captain of my calm, together we conquer.
Panegyric words from you fill my soul with all the nourishment it needs.
Radical incidents prove our soul tie worthy, dishonour those who intervene.
Eccentric tendencies dare not hide between soulmates, we're safe here.
Journeymen United in our wandering, champions of Anam Cara.
Ebullient feelings within our mirrored souls ignite our passion.
Certain of our real wanting, I chase your safety, your freedom, as I am not til we.
Tt our bond greater than most, those who get bitten bite, those who don't give up rewarded
Submit to me, as I submit to you, I've seen you beg, apologise, and adore; I've seen you for you and I want more.
Dauntless pragma lovers, battle ready, to defend each other and continue their story.
Valu wildfires that flare in balanced configuration with the grace of koi mating
Outrageous initiation tales determine our biorhythm as our Love adventures strong with every audacity.
Illimitable possibilities as companions towards our journeys of discovery's.
Never-ending promise to cherish and love you for all that you are and will be.
Ohana with you forever, oh captain of my calm, together we conquer.
Panegyric words from you fill my soul with all the nourishment it needs.
Radical incidents prove our soul tie worthy, dishonour those who intervene.
Eccentric tendencies dare not hide between soulmates, we're safe here.
Journeymen United in our wandering, champions of Anam Cara.
Ebullient feelings within our mirrored souls ignite our passion.
Certain of our real wanting, I chase your safety, your freedom, as I am not til we.
Tt our bond greater than most, those who get bitten bite, those who don't give up rewarded
Submit to me, as I submit to you, I've seen you beg, apologise, and adore; I've seen you for you and I want more.
Dauntless pragma lovers, battle ready, to defend each other and continue their story.
Valu wildfires that flare in balanced configuration with the grace of koi mating
Outrageous initiation tales determine our biorhythm as our Love adventures strong with every audacity.
Although I'm glad it's available for those who need it, in my case, this interim disorder has caused havoc and ruined my life.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023
Get the INTERIM DISORDERmug.