INTERIM DISORDER

Pursuit towards the mural happiness of our kindred souls.

Illimitable possibilities as companions towards our journeys of discovery's.
Never-ending promise to cherish and love you for all that you are and will be.
Ohana with you forever, oh captain of my calm, together we conquer.

Panegyric words from you fill my soul with all the nourishment it needs.

Radical incidents prove our soul tie worthy, dishonour those who intervene.
Eccentric tendencies dare not hide between soulmates, we're safe here.
Journeymen United in our wandering, champions of Anam Cara.
Ebullient feelings within our mirrored souls ignite our passion.
Certain of our real wanting, I chase your safety, your freedom, as I am not til we.
Tt our bond greater than most, those who get bitten bite, those who don't give up rewarded

Submit to me, as I submit to you, I've seen you beg, apologise, and adore; I've seen you for you and I want more.

Dauntless pragma lovers, battle ready, to defend each other and continue their story.
Valu wildfires that flare in balanced configuration with the grace of koi mating

Outrageous initiation tales determine our biorhythm as our Love adventures strong with every audacity.
Although I'm glad it's available for those who need it, in my case, this interim disorder has caused havoc and ruined my life.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023
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Tindali

From who I was, to who I am,
I'm proud I've grown from where I began.
All that I tried, all that I lost,
I don't regret the hidden cost.
I'll hide away, repair and grow,
I wonder what path I'll choose to go.
I am strong, I am kind,
In every quest I seem to find.
Always late, but always there,
It's just the way I show my care.
That first hug, and stolen kiss,
I wish it didn't end like this.
A warrior, a hero too,
I will accomplish what I need to do.

You can't change who people are, without destroying who they were. In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions. It shows how even the smallest events can have a significant impact.
Tindali is a butterfly in the family Lycaenidae. Although described as a lot darker, it's rather similar to philander.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 03, 2023
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Prospect

Congratulations, my Love!

You never cease to make me proud! Keep striving towards all you want in life, you're going to help many.

Never give up. I'm right here by your side through it all, even if only in spirit...
Everything you do and everything you've done only increase your prospect of achievement.
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Glass slipper

I should be using this time to unpack my things. The thing about a speedy removal is that nothing is organised or correctly boxes up, it's just thrown in everywhere that had space. Instead I'm writing, I'd rather clear my head than my space. You know I'm going to be fine. I'll work through, I'll grow some more. It just hurts right now. It's one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, be away from you, move out. I can't even really talk about it, not that anyone could understand even if I did. So don't worry, I'm not looking for someone to save me, I'm not looking for someone to replace you, actually, I'm not looking for anyone, I don't even want to be around the people I have to. I don't know what I'm going to do yet but you can bet your sweet sexy ass I'm going to do it with my head held high. I'm no longer in the business of pleasing others, proving points, or seeking revenge. I'm only going to do me, for me, to be proud of me. I know so long as I do that you will be too. I'm going to succeed and I'm going to do it my way. Other than that, the only thing o need in life is for you to be happy and proud of yourself. I'd say call me if you need any help but my phone is destroyed, and you don't need me anyway, you never did. I can see your success, your happiness. I'll leave you alone, watch from afar. Just know I'm so proud of you, and you should be too.
I love you xoxo
I shattered the glass slipper, and then used the sharp edges as weapons to slay the dragon myself. Turns out the dragon is a sweet soul, misunderstood by many, and struggling to express emotions.
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Code Orange

Mad beyond belief
Disappointed more than ever
Pain that forced a body numb

This is a code Orange. I will not tolerate this non-sense any longer. I do have self respect and so you will have to put in some major work if you want to repair the damage and be in my life. Either grow up and act like a husband, or grow a pair and tell me to move on. But I refuse to lety guard down for someone that will cross that line. I have not done a thing to deserve this.
SO, will you take action for the code Orange, or are you just a step? Sook.
by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 03, 2023
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210

Some are large
Some glint with shine
Although not with me
I'm proud it's mine

You can take
The symbols of our intention
Your soft secret safe
It was our affliction

I've not lost hope

or given in
Although walls away
I'm still here within

I know you visit
In the night
Please say hello
Or show some fight

Help me
To accept the pain
I know I am to
Endure today

Although my finger
Is bare of band
You still possess
My heart in hand

My skin may be
Void of touch
But I maintain
I love you so much
Is this what you want? Yes... 100%? 210.
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Lost dreams and tea

The one-day's, the maybe's, the I-hope's, the imaginary-future-game's, the can't-wait's, and the we-should's.

The Ghost of life itself wondering up and down your hallway humming a sweet sad song, reminding you of the opaque alternative you refused to nurture and cherish.

It's the words of comfort from others that unknowingly stab at your sense of solitude. It's the progression of comfort you provide yourself to reject pity. It's convincing yourself you're better off to avoid the pain of accepting your misdemeanors.

P1: there's plenty of fish in the sea, you've just gotta get back out there
P2: I'm better off alone, I have freedom, I can do whatever I want, and I have so much more time and money now.
P1: you'll change your mind, someone else will come when you least expect it and sweep you off your feet.
I live out my days on lost dreams and tea, but if I am not mad, then who else will I be?
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