S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P.'s definitions

INTERIM DISORDER

Pursuit towards the mural happiness of our kindred souls.

Illimitable possibilities as companions towards our journeys of discovery's.
Never-ending promise to cherish and love you for all that you are and will be.
Ohana with you forever, oh captain of my calm, together we conquer.

Panegyric words from you fill my soul with all the nourishment it needs.

Radical incidents prove our soul tie worthy, dishonour those who intervene.
Eccentric tendencies dare not hide between soulmates, we're safe here.
Journeymen United in our wandering, champions of Anam Cara.
Ebullient feelings within our mirrored souls ignite our passion.
Certain of our real wanting, I chase your safety, your freedom, as I am not til we.
Tt our bond greater than most, those who get bitten bite, those who don't give up rewarded

Submit to me, as I submit to you, I've seen you beg, apologise, and adore; I've seen you for you and I want more.

Dauntless pragma lovers, battle ready, to defend each other and continue their story.
Valu wildfires that flare in balanced configuration with the grace of koi mating

Outrageous initiation tales determine our biorhythm as our Love adventures strong with every audacity.

Although I'm glad it's available for those who need it, in my case, this interim disorder has caused havoc and ruined my life.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

Duty of Care

Such a fickle thing.
"We are bound by a duty of care."

That an institution is allowed to have such an overpowering jurisdiction on the life events of an individual. An institution that will not follow up on the well being of general civilians, of children unencumbered by the proceedings of the system, or of those acting audaciously outside of their normal behaviours.

An institution claims to act on their "Duty of Care" only when it serves them to do so, only when it aids their motive.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

I'm sorry, I can hear that I've made you quite upset.

I'll tell them I never wanted it.
I'll tell them who you are to me.
I'll tell them that I'm safe with you.
I'll tell them...

"That man is my husband, the one person that has always been there for me, the one person that has always kept me safe, the one person who has always helped me through everything... Is the one person I can't talk to. The person I need I'm not allowed to see..."
I'm sorry, we have a duty of care, our primary roll is to make sure you're safe, the severity of these allegations-
"Have you ever done ICE?"
No...
"Well then with all due respect, how can you be the judge on someone's character when you've never experienced what it's like on that day, that mindset-"
I may never have personally experienced it but I have seen, quite closely, the effects of the substance and am very aware of it's effects. I know this is disappointing to hear, but we can't just wave a magic wand and make it all disappear, even if you retract your statement the allegations and severity of the case is so extreme and we have a duty of care to you.

I'm sorry, I can hear that I've made you quite upset.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

Do you really

Before I change my mind.
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Please please be on your way quick, I'm struggling ATM. I need...
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Please.

At 1 I'm going back inside.
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Fuck I hope you're on your way I can't stay outside much longer I'm going to be sick.
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Do you really?
Well, I guess I got my answer... Actions speak louder than words.

Thanks for showing me how much of a fool I am once again... I can't believe how stupid I am to fall for it again.

This fucking hurts so bad, you could've just told me the truth, I'm a big girl I can take it. But no, you had to make me so ecstatic, so excited and happy, and then rip it away and tear my heart out of my chest all over again. What the hell did I do to make you hate me so much that you keep hurting me? Don't worry message received, I'll leave you the fuck alone, you don't have to worry about me bothering you anymore

I love you. I love you too. Do you really or do I just fill a hole in your heart an empty space in your house? /Sobs/

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

Acting the role of the fool

If a picture can tell a thousand words, but actions speak louder than words, your boombox has the traits of a compulsive liar.

I should thank you for the life lesson. When you're unsure of what someone is truly feeling, let them do what they want to do and they will show you what they want to do. You said you wanted what I wanted, but you didn't do what you said you would.

You kept showing me who you are and what you want, when am I going to stop acting the role of the fool and believe you.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

Disappointer

You made me so happy to see you again, everytime I'm with you my heart lights up like a fireflies arse. I'm selfish. I wanted more. NO. I NEEDED more. You said yes and I thought today was a perfect day, and I guess yesterday was...

It was after midnight you let me down. I understood when you said you couldn't reply, but you said you'd show. 6 minutes and I would have been back in that place of ecstacy, 6 minutes and we could've stolen a piece of time for just ourselves. I waited. I was beyond tired but I pushed. My teeth chattered and still I gave 20 moments longer than I should've.

You revealed the true nature of a disappointer; sleep comes easy to those that cry their heart out, and no longer carry the pain of unmet expectations.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

210

Some are large
Some glint with shine
Although not with me
I'm proud it's mine

You can take
The symbols of our intention
Your soft secret safe
It was our affliction

I've not lost hope

or given in
Although walls away
I'm still here within

I know you visit
In the night
Please say hello
Or show some fight

Help me
To accept the pain
I know I am to
Endure today

Although my finger
Is bare of band
You still possess
My heart in hand

My skin may be
Void of touch
But I maintain
I love you so much

Is this what you want? Yes... 100%? 210.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023