Powerful ancient shamanic technique/ cure for evil damaging twisted energies.. usually caused by another claiming love and affection, yet not free to give it or simply seeking gain at your own expense.. /downfall or simply an energy whore seeking a long term parasite ..
As the facts reveal themselves over time and the combined energy is revealed, this person can attempt lie forever ..energy is energy …
Then easy to imagine .. the two of them .. walking buddy/ flirting partner .. even one will do … balls deep …
Repeat nightly when the lights go out …
It won’t take long ..
Crude but effective …
As the facts reveal themselves over time and the combined energy is revealed, this person can attempt lie forever ..energy is energy …
Then easy to imagine .. the two of them .. walking buddy/ flirting partner .. even one will do … balls deep …
Repeat nightly when the lights go out …
It won’t take long ..
Crude but effective …
by LetsTalkAboutX April 11, 2023
I actually give up
Fuck life
Fuck everyone
Afterlife ..
Maybe its overdue
Should of come home long ago
In the dark dark days I didn’t even want to get out of bed
That’s how I feel now …
Thank you
And to all the friends of over 20 years
Happily taking whatever I cooked for them
Drinking all the drinks the tee total guy bought for them
But when I comes to take sides
Of course
Only one side of the story matters
What is that like ..
Read all I wrote
This is pure me
So purely one sided ..,
The look of disgust my son gave
At his tender age
Maybe this is what broke me
I no longer care
Not sure the love of my children can save me either
So for the record
Afterlife .. I’m ready to come home
Fuck life
Fuck everyone
Afterlife ..
Maybe its overdue
Should of come home long ago
In the dark dark days I didn’t even want to get out of bed
That’s how I feel now …
Thank you
And to all the friends of over 20 years
Happily taking whatever I cooked for them
Drinking all the drinks the tee total guy bought for them
But when I comes to take sides
Of course
Only one side of the story matters
What is that like ..
Read all I wrote
This is pure me
So purely one sided ..,
The look of disgust my son gave
At his tender age
Maybe this is what broke me
I no longer care
Not sure the love of my children can save me either
So for the record
Afterlife .. I’m ready to come home
Afterlife .. actually give me lights out too ..
I don’t even want to think anymore ..
Thank you for everyone who contributed to this
I will see you in hell ..
I don’t even want to think anymore ..
Thank you for everyone who contributed to this
I will see you in hell ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 12, 2023
Woot woot
Sound of da police
Nothing like inspiration at 2.07 am
Here goes …
Health and safety
Of a shed
That was only at risk (lol the very scary dog end)
Because
Yes the watching (and recording) from that too window remained
I said yes this is the reason
You carried on
I replied same fashion
Now I know why …
Woot woot …
The health and safety of a man or lady are of no concern here
And this is the world we live in ..
Can anybody actually see my problem here ??
Sound of da police
Nothing like inspiration at 2.07 am
Here goes …
Health and safety
Of a shed
That was only at risk (lol the very scary dog end)
Because
Yes the watching (and recording) from that too window remained
I said yes this is the reason
You carried on
I replied same fashion
Now I know why …
Woot woot …
The health and safety of a man or lady are of no concern here
And this is the world we live in ..
Can anybody actually see my problem here ??
Woot woot … at least my concerns were also noted …
Oddly this gives me a sense of reassurance …
Or maybe even … someone at least finally listened, there may of even been slight traces of empathy … (the fact it is their job, probably knew what the score really is and couldn’t actually be of much help unless this continues .. is irrelevant)
Oddly this gives me a sense of reassurance …
Or maybe even … someone at least finally listened, there may of even been slight traces of empathy … (the fact it is their job, probably knew what the score really is and couldn’t actually be of much help unless this continues .. is irrelevant)
by LetsTalkAboutX January 13, 2023
All I want ..
Ever wanted ..
A quiet life ..
No drama ..
Only good drama ..
Whoever decided I’m not allowed this
Thanks
Ever wanted ..
A quiet life ..
No drama ..
Only good drama ..
Whoever decided I’m not allowed this
Thanks
All I want … TF .. you see the times I’m like receptive .. and when I’m back to recluse
What you do with this …
Up to you
But you also know ….
If genuine and wanted my attention …
Would only take a shout
Ice … broken …
What you do with this …
Up to you
But you also know ….
If genuine and wanted my attention …
Would only take a shout
Ice … broken …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 12, 2023
Why ..
Put myself out there
In such brutal fashion
Heart on sleeve
…
I often wonder ;)
Yep we went way off track ..
Maybe it was always supposed to
Shining a light does that …
Why .. oh why …
Twinnie .. first and foremost you needed a reply .. regardless
Only ever about you really …
Debate .. I believe we do live in the dark ages still to a degree and felt there is no way back …
That being said … as a kid in the 80s .., teen 90s, seen a lot, changes, I remember pre digital age and kinda think it was golden .. but yep racism and homophobia were rampant when I was young …
We have moved on …
So why do I write with a lot fucks when not really needed ….
Strangely I feel it emphasises my point better … probably doesn’t but maybe part of learning too …
For a long time I didn’t learn shit .. closed my mind ..
Became a wreck
The clean up still continues …
Finally .. a response .. people know exactly who they are .. people know their intent .. people know when they fuck with someone .. people then decide to keep it going or not
Eyes the window to the soul … yes
But there are other windows …
Put myself out there
In such brutal fashion
Heart on sleeve
…
I often wonder ;)
Yep we went way off track ..
Maybe it was always supposed to
Shining a light does that …
Why .. oh why …
Twinnie .. first and foremost you needed a reply .. regardless
Only ever about you really …
Debate .. I believe we do live in the dark ages still to a degree and felt there is no way back …
That being said … as a kid in the 80s .., teen 90s, seen a lot, changes, I remember pre digital age and kinda think it was golden .. but yep racism and homophobia were rampant when I was young …
We have moved on …
So why do I write with a lot fucks when not really needed ….
Strangely I feel it emphasises my point better … probably doesn’t but maybe part of learning too …
For a long time I didn’t learn shit .. closed my mind ..
Became a wreck
The clean up still continues …
Finally .. a response .. people know exactly who they are .. people know their intent .. people know when they fuck with someone .. people then decide to keep it going or not
Eyes the window to the soul … yes
But there are other windows …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 15, 2023
Damn … quietly in thought …
Damn … process
Yes there has been a lot .. to process
And I may of made things harder your end
Process .. I wasn’t saying it like had to be complete .. but in process .. like mine .. and absolute … you know like mine has moved on …
If that’s all that’s stopping us …
That’s not good enough :)
Or it is … would love to read your mind you know ….
Strangely there was a time when I thought I could ..
Damn … process
Yes there has been a lot .. to process
And I may of made things harder your end
Process .. I wasn’t saying it like had to be complete .. but in process .. like mine .. and absolute … you know like mine has moved on …
If that’s all that’s stopping us …
That’s not good enough :)
Or it is … would love to read your mind you know ….
Strangely there was a time when I thought I could ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 12, 2023
Infinity ..
It was 212 ..
Just me and you
Well not at all
But still rings true
You made time stop
But I did not know
This little river
Has 2 way flow
Had you not written here
I’d never know
The little river
Would of ceased to flow
There would be no me and you
Fact we’re still here
Means we’re true?
All along my stance the same
You can’t be mine
Til you can say my name
knock once again
This time .. invite you in
But that’s up to you …
We can’t be sin …
For a while now
It’s been pretty clear
All or nothing
Drop all fear ..
still too hard .. your rather bright
You’d find a way to shine the light …
So shine the light
Scorch my eyes
Take my soul
Fuse with yours ..
It was 212 ..
Just me and you
Well not at all
But still rings true
You made time stop
But I did not know
This little river
Has 2 way flow
Had you not written here
I’d never know
The little river
Would of ceased to flow
There would be no me and you
Fact we’re still here
Means we’re true?
All along my stance the same
You can’t be mine
Til you can say my name
knock once again
This time .. invite you in
But that’s up to you …
We can’t be sin …
For a while now
It’s been pretty clear
All or nothing
Drop all fear ..
still too hard .. your rather bright
You’d find a way to shine the light …
So shine the light
Scorch my eyes
Take my soul
Fuse with yours ..
Infinity .. take me beyond ..
Not my usual poetic dance .. just raw to the core … only way to be
And you know … there is only 1 me … life .. here and as your twin ….
If I didn’t believe this you’d of never got a response ..
Not my usual poetic dance .. just raw to the core … only way to be
And you know … there is only 1 me … life .. here and as your twin ….
If I didn’t believe this you’d of never got a response ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 11, 2023