Shock and awe
Let’s not
Like I guess I could write forever
Prefer not to
But it’s now a reflex
Defence mechanism
Like the shit thrown
Compelled
To throw it back
Artistically
Brutally beautifully
And just …
And now you know just what kind of kind your dealing with
Yep .. don’t go there
I get that this is a cleansing of outdated energies …
Maybe you do too now ..
Last warning …
Let’s not
Like I guess I could write forever
Prefer not to
But it’s now a reflex
Defence mechanism
Like the shit thrown
Compelled
To throw it back
Artistically
Brutally beautifully
And just …
And now you know just what kind of kind your dealing with
Yep .. don’t go there
I get that this is a cleansing of outdated energies …
Maybe you do too now ..
Last warning …
Would prefer to shock and awe in my caring, protective naturally loving former self ..
He does actually still exist ….
Frozen in ice …
Lost in time ;)
He does actually still exist ….
Frozen in ice …
Lost in time ;)
by LetsTalkAboutX January 11, 2023
Tenderness ..
That’s me .. at my core …
Gentle .. soft .. sweet ..
Rare for a straight guy perhaps .. one of my age especially but what we are what we are..
Tenderness
All I ever wanted to give
…..
Instead we got ….
Defence mechanism ultra …
Oh that’s cause a lot of the world lack the above traits …
Even affects my relationship with my kids
Hand of god ?
Do I blame him? no ..
Did he make me believe after eating the dirt
Yes
Do I believe in energy as I say ..
Without a doubt ..
Cleansing process is not abating .. and the worst is at the end of that cycle …
Merging the two beliefs still until I have my answer …
I actually think the garden of Eden .. twin flame reunion … reversed …
The bible has many forms not just the one ..
That’s me .. at my core …
Gentle .. soft .. sweet ..
Rare for a straight guy perhaps .. one of my age especially but what we are what we are..
Tenderness
All I ever wanted to give
…..
Instead we got ….
Defence mechanism ultra …
Oh that’s cause a lot of the world lack the above traits …
Even affects my relationship with my kids
Hand of god ?
Do I blame him? no ..
Did he make me believe after eating the dirt
Yes
Do I believe in energy as I say ..
Without a doubt ..
Cleansing process is not abating .. and the worst is at the end of that cycle …
Merging the two beliefs still until I have my answer …
I actually think the garden of Eden .. twin flame reunion … reversed …
The bible has many forms not just the one ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 14, 2023
Lol to make a suggestion …
Here …
The Eyes of the world …
Bet they are setting up the tv cameras etc already …
Well maybe just the odd one or two individuals … very odd one or two…
Other than that … how perfect ..
Here …
The Eyes of the world …
Bet they are setting up the tv cameras etc already …
Well maybe just the odd one or two individuals … very odd one or two…
Other than that … how perfect ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 10, 2023
I actually give up
Fuck life
Fuck everyone
Afterlife ..
Maybe its overdue
Should of come home long ago
In the dark dark days I didn’t even want to get out of bed
That’s how I feel now …
Thank you
And to all the friends of over 20 years
Happily taking whatever I cooked for them
Drinking all the drinks the tee total guy bought for them
But when I comes to take sides
Of course
Only one side of the story matters
What is that like ..
Read all I wrote
This is pure me
So purely one sided ..,
The look of disgust my son gave
At his tender age
Maybe this is what broke me
I no longer care
Not sure the love of my children can save me either
So for the record
Afterlife .. I’m ready to come home
Fuck life
Fuck everyone
Afterlife ..
Maybe its overdue
Should of come home long ago
In the dark dark days I didn’t even want to get out of bed
That’s how I feel now …
Thank you
And to all the friends of over 20 years
Happily taking whatever I cooked for them
Drinking all the drinks the tee total guy bought for them
But when I comes to take sides
Of course
Only one side of the story matters
What is that like ..
Read all I wrote
This is pure me
So purely one sided ..,
The look of disgust my son gave
At his tender age
Maybe this is what broke me
I no longer care
Not sure the love of my children can save me either
So for the record
Afterlife .. I’m ready to come home
Afterlife .. actually give me lights out too ..
I don’t even want to think anymore ..
Thank you for everyone who contributed to this
I will see you in hell ..
I don’t even want to think anymore ..
Thank you for everyone who contributed to this
I will see you in hell ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 12, 2023
You should know surely ..
Better than most
Give me cold
You get back ice
Burn me
You get fire ..
Like you .. a mirror ..
Just saying
Hope you had a good day
Better than most
Give me cold
You get back ice
Burn me
You get fire ..
Like you .. a mirror ..
Just saying
Hope you had a good day
by LetsTalkAboutX February 03, 2023
Devoid of words ..
What’s left to say ..
Maybe one day I will believe a chance meeting will happen ..
Lol .. so .. until then …
Rocket fuel …
Ms Nomates strikes again ..
Hmmmm … her voice ….
Lol .. in absence of yours ;)
What’s left to say ..
Maybe one day I will believe a chance meeting will happen ..
Lol .. so .. until then …
Rocket fuel …
Ms Nomates strikes again ..
Hmmmm … her voice ….
Lol .. in absence of yours ;)
by LetsTalkAboutX April 26, 2023
I’d back the shaman .. any day …
Warrior in many lives vs .. anyway ..
The difference
Priest .. walks with god .. in purity .. in love .. light always …
Or they need a new job …
Shaman .. walks with god but has a slightly different perception a more universal view / spectrum, the shaman works in the light .. or should do but someone has to walk the in twilight …
Encounter spirit on many levels
All this you can read about ..
Better than a lot of pass times surely ..
And with knowledge .. you can kinda like maybe even embrace it ..
Shock horror …
Warrior in many lives vs .. anyway ..
The difference
Priest .. walks with god .. in purity .. in love .. light always …
Or they need a new job …
Shaman .. walks with god but has a slightly different perception a more universal view / spectrum, the shaman works in the light .. or should do but someone has to walk the in twilight …
Encounter spirit on many levels
All this you can read about ..
Better than a lot of pass times surely ..
And with knowledge .. you can kinda like maybe even embrace it ..
Shock horror …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 11, 2023