Shock and awe

Shock and awe

Let’s not

Like I guess I could write forever

Prefer not to

But it’s now a reflex

Defence mechanism

Like the shit thrown

Compelled

To throw it back

Artistically

Brutally beautifully

And just …

And now you know just what kind of kind your dealing with

Yep .. don’t go there

I get that this is a cleansing of outdated energies …

Maybe you do too now ..

Last warning
Would prefer to shock and awe in my caring, protective naturally loving former self ..

He does actually still exist ….

Frozen in ice …

Lost in time ;)
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Tenderness

Tenderness ..

That’s me .. at my core …

Gentle .. soft .. sweet ..

Rare for a straight guy perhaps .. one of my age especially but what we are what we are..

Tenderness

All I ever wanted to give

…..

Instead we got ….

Defence mechanism ultra …

Oh that’s cause a lot of the world lack the above traits …

Even affects my relationship with my kids

Hand of god ?

Do I blame him? no ..

Did he make me believe after eating the dirt

Yes

Do I believe in energy as I say ..

Without a doubt ..

Cleansing process is not abating .. and the worst is at the end of that cycle …

Merging the two beliefs still until I have my answer …

I actually think the garden of Eden .. twin flame reunion … reversed …

The bible has many forms not just the one ..
Tenderness .. Tender is the one
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Eyes of the world

Lol to make a suggestion

Here …

The Eyes of the world …

Bet they are setting up the tv cameras etc already …

Well maybe just the odd one or two individuals … very odd one or two…

Other than that … how perfect ..
Eyes of the world … Damn .. anyone would think this is me ….
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Afterlife

I actually give up

Fuck life

Fuck everyone

Afterlife ..

Maybe its overdue

Should of come home long ago

In the dark dark days I didn’t even want to get out of bed

That’s how I feel now …

Thank you

And to all the friends of over 20 years

Happily taking whatever I cooked for them

Drinking all the drinks the tee total guy bought for them

But when I comes to take sides

Of course

Only one side of the story matters

What is that like ..

Read all I wrote

This is pure me

So purely one sided ..,

The look of disgust my son gave

At his tender age

Maybe this is what broke me

I no longer care

Not sure the love of my children can save me either

So for the record

Afterlife .. I’m ready to come home
Afterlife .. actually give me lights out too ..

I don’t even want to think anymore ..

Thank you for everyone who contributed to this

I will see you in hell ..
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Ice

You should know surely ..

Better than most

Give me cold

You get back ice

Burn me

You get fire ..

Like you .. a mirror ..

Just saying

Hope you had a good day
Ice … your as cold as ice .. willing to sacrifice..
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Rocket fuel

Devoid of words ..

What’s left to say ..

Maybe one day I will believe a chance meeting will happen ..

Lol .. so .. until then …

Rocket fuel …

Ms Nomates strikes again ..

Hmmmm … her voice ….

Lol .. in absence of yours ;)
Your my .. Rocket fuel

Err

46?
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Priest vs shaman

I’d back the shaman .. any day …

Warrior in many lives vs .. anyway ..

The difference

Priest .. walks with god .. in purity .. in love .. light always …

Or they need a new job …

Shaman .. walks with god but has a slightly different perception a more universal view / spectrum, the shaman works in the light .. or should do but someone has to walk the in twilight …

Encounter spirit on many levels

All this you can read about ..

Better than a lot of pass times surely ..

And with knowledge .. you can kinda like maybe even embrace it ..

Shock horror
Priest vs shaman

Just wanted to put this out there ..
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