Bullshit

Your bullshit

Caused so much unnecessary bullshit

I’m the kind of person

Bombarded by bullshit

Yep some of it my own making

But since discovering ud

Not one real conversation yet you still write here

Your .. followers? Fan club, people around you .. acting well … all manner of things

And you think we ever will be together?

Must be trolling and I did think wunderlust (clue in the name blatant in one regard, was not your parody of stalker boy .. but .. well you know … the sun comment the most … obvious … and energies you can’t hide coming from that source ….

I didn’t cause this

Just wrote back how it was

If not you .. yes I played bait .. but also if it was/ is … told you exactly how it is

You never did the same hence my … conclusion..

Enjoy Paris ..
Bullshit … one thing I try to avoid .. mostly …

Questions do get the better of me ..

You played on that but knew questions beg for answers ..

Don’t they all …
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Circus

Roll up

Roll up

The circus ..

Is in town ..

On high trapeze… it’s obvious … WMK

Strong man .. Goliath …

Ring master .. (hehe) .. stalker boy

The clown … the only decent act

Yes I’m really taking the piss now …

I will carry on as long as necessary..

But that’s just baying to the crowd …

Sigh oh sigh …

This account needs to die …
Circus … maybe I need to run away and join one :)
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Why

Why ..

Put myself out there

In such brutal fashion

Heart on sleeve



I often wonder ;)

Yep we went way off track ..

Maybe it was always supposed to

Shining a light does that …

Why .. oh why …

Twinnie .. first and foremost you needed a reply .. regardless

Only ever about you really …

Debate .. I believe we do live in the dark ages still to a degree and felt there is no way back …

That being said … as a kid in the 80s .., teen 90s, seen a lot, changes, I remember pre digital age and kinda think it was golden .. but yep racism and homophobia were rampant when I was young …

We have moved on …

So why do I write with a lot fucks when not really needed ….

Strangely I feel it emphasises my point better … probably doesn’t but maybe part of learning too …

For a long time I didn’t learn shit .. closed my mind ..

Became a wreck

The clean up still continues …

Finally .. a response .. people know exactly who they are .. people know their intent .. people know when they fuck with someone .. people then decide to keep it going or not

Eyes the window to the soul … yes

But there are other windows …
Why .. why … why …

Will find out eventually I’m sure ..
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Process

Damn … quietly in thought

Damn … process

Yes there has been a lot .. to process

And I may of made things harder your end

Process .. I wasn’t saying it like had to be complete .. but in process .. like mine .. and absolute … you know like mine has moved on …

If that’s all that’s stopping us …

That’s not good enough :)

Or it is … would love to read your mind you know ….

Strangely there was a time when I thought I could ..
Process … of elimination ;)

Or should that be .. illumination
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Masterpiece

Always assumed this would be on canvas

Yet to be created

Few potentials .. didn’t expect it to be an object

With use ..

Infused with my heart and soul and all my learnings so far since I accepted spirit was my friend … if I be good .. or actually if done in honour ..

Anyways .. masterpiece ..

Maybes, possibly ..

A labour of love and intense theory craft and learning/ recalling on the fly … most deffo

See … most of us spend our lives talking .. no action and some fill their lives obsessing over others and trying to feel noticed

Social media fakery aplenty .. again what fuels this …

Glad I was directed to put my energies into something other than worrying what the fuck people will do next or why they are even bothering …

Oh yeah … I already know the answers …

We all do …
Masterpiece… living proof it will certainly not be my one and only urban dic account ever in this life …

Derailed long long ago ..
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Romance

FTAO….

Hottie … (aka Twinnie) (and Ice baby) (somedays) (more recently) (and whatever else I choose) (like any said moment) (nOt)(mentioning) (cats and tongues) (will stop this now) (for no other reason) (whAtSoEveR)

;D

Romance is dead

look at it ..

Tinder .. never used this after downloading app … all people turning Right .. not left, etc .. whey they shouldn’t be ..

This will deffo happen again today btw ^ and every day this week .. deep sigh ..

It’s quite possibly that..

We’re the only ones who may save this

Gonna be brutal ..

But willing to try ;)

If you are ..

Maybe I have vague memory

Of how to make a girl feel appreciated

Loved

Adored

Worthy

Wanted ;)

Respected (see worthy)

Unique (see wanted)

And how maybe I’d the take time to impress with dinner to create that perfect little bubble :D

Yep yep ;)

One that slightly differs from family bubble .. but the cornerstone perhaps that creates the family bubble .. empowers it .. allows it ?

Nope they are entwined … 2136 styli .. 0212 replyi

Energies .. :p

Romance ..

This is a revival ..

Maybes .. ;)

Hurry the fuck up :)
Romance … this day and age ..

Mentally exhausted (for once)

Fall asleep strangely early .. wake early hours .. write shit …
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Soon

Soon ?

Only you can initiate this ..

You know this, yet don’t

Meanwhile of course there is doubt

Delete .. encounters .. ? Again not me so you must speak to others .. or not mean me ..

Again no clarity makes all your defs seem fake ..

Or for someone else ..

Not much else to say really
Soon .. over and over and over ..
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